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Hiatus, Busy 2023

Reading back to my page, so many things had happened since August.

  • August    - Manage defect for my new house.
  • September - Survery home items, discussion for home renovation.
  • October   - Follow up renovation progress, some buying.
  • November  - ROM preparation, continue home renovation.
  • December  - Move in preparation and packing.
  • January   - Move in post-unpacking, adopting new cat.

Upcoming itenary

  • February  - CNY preparation.
  • April     - China Trip.
  • May       - Marriage day.
  • June      - Japan Trip.


However, since November, my aspirations for a career change in cybersecurity have been on hold. I’ve done some podcast listening and course exploration, but the desire to set up applications in my home lab has taken a backseat. The exam voucher I purchased sits in my inbox, still.

So tired. So many things need to chase up on. Japanese learning backlog, Marriage preparation, house chores (daily take care of my cat, thinking of what to cook, lol) etc. And so, I just went with the flow, thinking that once I got those other things sorted out, I will move on to this thing that I really wanted to do.

But is there a perfect time to execute it, anyway?

Perhaps I’m putting it on hold due to my anxiety on facing things, i.e. I’m not willing to face the consequences of put in so much effort but for it to not bear any fruit.

Proritize, Prioritize, Prioritize. Sometings can be done the way I want. Somethings will be neglected. Somethings will be abandoned.

But only with this, somethings that I really desire can be achieved. Somethings that hold great meaning then only have a shot to become reality. Never try, never know. Failed? I can gain some growth from it too, I suppose. Thats what I trying to tell myself.

Making choice on what to do given our limited time, and what to give up on since it is impossible for us to do all the things in our limited time.